Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 11:43 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009, 3:58 PM
The emptiness now becomes my closest friend,
To live each day as it passes just as lonely as the last,
The inside is crying hidden suddenly by the smile,
To feel acceptance is to open up to more pain and denial,
Love like a rain cloud only there long enough,
To make the desert yearn for almost just enough,
Growing close to loosing hope all is becoming dark,
The world easily shows hate without a small remark,
To feel accepted and alive grows slowly thin,
Another day ending with no promise or feeling from within,
The child never sees it coming unaware of its strength,
Adults love die along with the child’s will to survive,
False disguise of hope in our world nears to the end,
Only to reveal that disappointment becomes our closest friend.
things are getting complicated nowadays!
many things have happened..
things tat i really cannot find any solution..
as wat the poem said, emptiness have became my closest friends now..
lying might be a mistake but there will always be a reason behind tat lie!
but it is jus cannot understand by human.
once the people lie, they jus sentence the person to death but not giving one more chance!
even though we r not as close as last time, but still cann be friends..
but now is the choice make by u all now!
if u said so, i willing to jump off the ship straight away to cut down the torture to u all.
i rather jump off the ship than torturing in the ship!
i thought alot of things once the things have happened.
how to face u all, how to communicate with u all!
but wats the point? i still cannot figure anything out!
i am vexed !
i really dunno wat to do..
although i look very happy outside, but inner me dunn look like wat i show !
TOTALLY is opposite..
beside talking about all this, i wanted to clarify something.
making other friends is our choice!
dunn tell me tat u only have a friend ?
so we have freedom to make friends!
so do u...
okayy! lets think of the past..
last time where we have the incident tat teacher dunn wann us to make friends with someone, teacher scold n criticize me..
i always is the victims but not u all!
i jus make a mistake, u all sentence me to death?
say i cheat u alll?
did i always do tat?
i always help u all, be the peace maker, be joker, thn now u all like this?
i dunn like be a joker!
but to make u all happy, i'm okayy with it!
i always kena insult...
kena scold by teacher because of u all..
SIGHHHH..
dunno wat to do now!
Monday, September 21, 2009, 5:56 PM
HEY HEY.
NICE TO MEET YOU!
:D
i am a stalker that stalk weesiang too :D
now we are at choofongyoing house!
peizhen doing weesiang's dnt work .
while fongying watching tv,
weesaing disturbing ppl,
me, updating peoples blog.
WEESIANG LIKES TO SHOW OFF HIS HOKKIEN.
which is so alien language to us.
HAHAAHAS.
shhhh.
been meeting weesiang and peizhen this week ! :0
SO FUN LURHS.
hahaahs.
keep going out eat eat eat.
now no more money ! :0
weesiang is a lazy everything ask peizhen do.
懒人。
猪！
isnt this week a BLAST ?
causeeee got me :D
YAYS.
maybe going to study after school during the before end of year period? :D
i am a good girl!
I ATE HAPPY MEAL TODAY :D
I ATE HAPPY MEAL TODAY :D
to weesiang/stead.
thank you for being my trustworthy friend :D
letting me rant at you.
arent you sweet:D
though you always wack me :C
but still , you are my trustworthy friend :D
BUT THEN i am YOUR #1 friend right :D
HEHEEHS,
ps, BHB-ing.
but still, iloveyou:D
<3
Thursday, September 10, 2009, 11:48 PM
SLIENT READER!
i this few days found out tat my blog got alot of SLIENT READER MANN!
hello... HELP ME TAG LEHH!
MY TAGBOARD GOING DIED... LOL.
TAGGG MEEE!
okayy.. went to watch a FREE MOVIE!
WOOTS!
WATCHED "ALIENS IN THE ATTIC"
funny lahhh!
RATING: 4.5/5!
SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE...
btw, at least better than BANDSLAM!
THE MOST BORED MOVIE I EVER WATCHED MANNN..
actually before the movie, YEC members n me went to have dinner!
EAT THE CHICKEN DUNNNO WAT KOREA WANN LAHHH!
one word to describe "NICE" (:
thn after tat, OFF FOR MOVIE..
LAUGHING THROUGHOUT... (:(:(:
thnn after movie, went LONG JOHN SLIVER for short meeting ! -.-
okayy lahhh, NOT BAD.. QUITE FUN..
talking throughout the whole meeting.. HAHAHA.
thn ICE-CREAM TIME!
WOOTS!
thn off home lahhh! LIKE DUH RIGHT?
watched TELEVISION all this..
MOST IMPORTANTLY, i have CREATED TWITTER! (:
I CANN DUN POST FREQUENTLY ALREADY LORR.. HAHAHAHA.
find out more about me at my twitter! (:
TWITTER! (:
Sunday, September 6, 2009, 11:01 PM
I DUN CARE THEM ANYMORE!
I DUN CARE WAT PEOPLE SAY ANYMORE!
i believe tat alot of people is trying to judge.
although i will got hurt last time but now I DUN!
I LIVE IN THIS WORLD IS FOR MY FAMILY N THOSE FRIENDS THAT CARE FOR ME!
therefore i will not care about wat others say bout me anymore..
only brainless n immature people will do all this!
they have nothing to do, so to say others to ATTRACT ATTENTION!
LAMEEE! LOSER MANNN!
even though u said me now, i also will get hurt but i will care anymore!
UNDERSTAND?!! MUHAHAHHA.
I WANN TO THANK THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE!:
>> MY MUMMY! (:
>> SIAUXIN! (:
>> SHERLBY! (:
>> TALYA! (:
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
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被老板叫去
他说这一季的订单少了一半
问我的薪水
该不该减半
又说昨天晚上那摊
不能帮我买单
看着青春也离我渐渐远去
住的屋子还在问银行贷款
女朋友要的Tiffany LV Gucci
能不能去办个终身无息
人生走到这里
想哭也没力气
只好假装自己还是万人迷
只好假装青春还没有离去
假装自己还有人气
人生走到这里
想笑也没力气
只好假装自己是你的唯一
只好装作明天
老板会改变心意
假装女朋友爱我胜过那颗小玩意
看着青春也离我渐渐远去
住的屋子还在问银行贷款
女朋友要的Tiffany LV Gucci
能不能去办个终身无期
人生走到这里
想哭也没力气
只好假装自己还是万人迷
只好假装青春还没有离去
假装自己还有人气
人生走到这里
想笑也没力气
只好假装自己是你的唯一
只好装作明天
老板会改变心意
假装女朋友爱我胜过那颗小玩意
只好装作明天
老板会改变心意
假装女朋友爱我胜过那颗小玩意
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被老板叫去
他说这一季的订单少了一半
问我的薪水
该不该减半
又说昨天晚上那摊
不能帮我买单
看着青春也离我渐渐远去
住的屋子还在问银行贷款
女朋友要的Tiffany LV Gucci
能不能去办个终身无息
人生走到这里
想哭也没力气
只好假装自己还是万人迷
只好假装青春还没有离去
假装自己还有人气
人生走到这里
想笑也没力气
只好假装自己是你的唯一
只好装作明天
老板会改变心意
假装女朋友爱我胜过那颗小玩意
看着青春也离我渐渐远去
住的屋子还在问银行贷款
女朋友要的Tiffany LV Gucci
能不能去办个终身无期
人生走到这里
想哭也没力气
只好假装自己还是万人迷
只好假装青春还没有离去
假装自己还有人气
人生走到这里
想笑也没力气
只好假装自己是你的唯一
只好装作明天
老板会改变心意
假装女朋友爱我胜过那颗小玩意
只好装作明天
老板会改变心意
假装女朋友爱我胜过那颗小玩意
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